need holiday so badly!

Cant wait to spend the holiday time with my husband. We have plan to stay at Steven Gerrard Hotel Bandung on lebaran days. Lets see if the hotel is really good. From the references at the internet, I found that this hotel is quite interesting, especially my husband is a big fans of liverpool. So I think its a good decision to choose this hotel for him.

Well, yeah we do need long vacation actually. Living in the big city where you have to deal with the worst traffic jam ever in the world everyday, make you lost your consciousness as a human. You are living like a robot. Home is not a home anymore, it is just a place to stay at night and sleep. And in early morning you should wake up and going to work again until late night. Oh how i miss my life in the small town. But yeah, me and husband..we are trying to enjoy our life here. So whenever we got time to escape from town and flee from daily routine, we use it as best as we can.

So.. its still two weeks before lebaran. Meanwhile, should be patient waiting for the day to come!

 

 

 

 

My Childhood

Back when I was child. I remembered my mother try to feed us, her children with a very simple menu : spinach soup and “tempe“. We were very poor so I can not eat more than 1 tempe. While this is my favorite food — until now. My mother always says “you should remember your sister and brother, and also dad is not coming yet for dinner/lunch, if you eat more than you should then somebody else will not getting his ration”. I learned to share and not taking someone’s right.

Mocking as if it funny

If you want to make others laugh, make a good joke and not the bad one. I oftenly found a friend who likes to make the bad one. For me, it is not comfortable to laugh on something that could or might hurt the other.

There are differences between making a joke and mocking. Joke, is something where you dont have to use your friend’s nose as a funny thing. When you are laughing to your friend who has, let say, above average size nose, do you think its proper to do? Once you do it, she’ll fine. But when you do this over and over again..hmm I dont think so….she/he might be laughing too, but who knows deep in her heart she feels humiliated. Or when you are mocking about someone’s virginity.. oh man, please..thats not funny whatsoever!

Someone should learn how to create a joke without hurting others.

I AM (NOT) ANTI SOCIAL

Sometimes, I just want to get rid from the crowd. I just wanna sitting alone and keeping busy with myself.  Sometimes, I don’t wanna hear anyone say anything. Peaceful is the word that i am looking for. I can hear the thoughts raging in my head. For all the things that made me feel calm, I prefer to feel it alone.

This world is full of people who pretend to be good, pretend to care about what had happened to others. But in fact they only care about themselves and gain satisfaction from listening  stories about the lives of others. They don’t really care about you.  After some time I learned to be more quiet, lock up and do not tell anyone about my personal secrets. A friend, you think that he is your best friend, can turn into someone you do not know, and he’ll tell your darkest secret to another.

Well yeah..thats a life …

Bold Face Changes

Nothing is eternal. Time goes on, life changed. Since we were born until now, there were many events that turn us into what it is today. But oh, despite being repeatedly faced choices in life that force us to change, still .. it’s not easy to choose and choose again. As we are growing older,  the more difficult decisions that must be taken, right? So..that is what I feel recently.

Happy Valentine

Happy Valentine Dear..

This is our first valentine as husband and wife

with you my dear,

I believe on happiness is not too far beyond to reach

with you,

feel like everything is possible

with you,

I feel alive

with you,

I can surely say

 I LOVE YOU

 

Goodbye Whitney!

Whitney Houston

1963-2012

The Greatest Singer of All

Whitney Houston is a legend, generating more than 170 million albums worldwide.

To this day, there has been no female singer has the vocal power like Whitney.
As her fan, I had hoped he would rise from adversity and re-create the album. But now she’s gone.

Goodbye Whitney, you have inspired so many female singers in the world.

And your music has filled my youth..

I remember I were try to challenge myself with your song.

try to sing as best as you are..

thank you Whitney 🙂

Hating Monday = Hating Your Job ?

In my opinion, when somebody doesn’t like Monday because he has to work again, well I think..he should thinking about to change his job. Otherwise, he will always hates Monday.

Book for Children

I love fairy tale. I remember when I was kid, I turn on my tv every Thursday at 3 pm, just to watch fairy tales series. There were stories about Snowhite and 7 dwarves, rapunzel, cinderella, thumbelina, the nightingale, etc. I owe a lot to Hans Christian Andersen and Dr. Seuss  my favourites authors. They brought happiness, joy, and pleasant memories of my childhood. I’ve read those stories since I was very very little kid. I love to stay in my school library, reading books while waiting for my father to pick me.

I grew up with that fairy tales. I think it is amazing how the imagination can take us into the world of wild, world that filled with flowers where everyone can sing. I am little bit worry about the kids recently.  They dont have proper songs to sing. Even the cartoon series like tom and jerry teach them how to take revenge of your friend and full of violence. Not good at all.

So.. I think I wanna do something. Its not easy I know..but somehow, I have a little passion in my heart  to create stories for children. I do not expecting to be the next Andersen or Seuss. I just wanna go back to the childhood and exploring my imagination. Hopefully, there is something left inside. Think to have one more blog to expose the children stories that I created and one day it might be a book for children.

Going Where the Wind Blows

I just go go go..

follow wherever thy feet..

listen to my heart and go go go…

no matter what the future will be

I just wanna go go go!